isrunningbarefoot asked: I see you opened your asked finally. I'm glad. That means I get to thank you for the follow. You asked me a question so it's mine turn to ask you one. What is your biggest fear?
Sorry it has been so long..Regardless I would have to say my biggest fear would be, Time( not having it, that is)…I’m terrified of not being able to do everything that I want in my life because i won’t have the means or the time to do it…Not really a material fear I guess..but that’s it (:
When it was cold, and I could walk my happy ass down the driveway for the bus. Regardless I do miss those days, if anything I would just like to feel like I, myself am not the enemy. I used to love and laugh, now bills and worries..
When going to the skatepark used to be my whole life…God those were the days, I would go through the school day just waiting for that Last bell, Hop in the truck and take off with 5 friends in the back. Its not enough to just remember those times, I just want to relive them, Over and over again. But sadly that will never happen, I’m getting older and with growing up comes more responsibility, and I have to cope with that.. My friends are all gone and grown up themselves, I feel as if I am the only one that is still living in the past, Still running from the truth and the present( is it because im scared?)
All in all, I am proud of the person that I have become, I still have feats that I have to achieve, and I still owe a Debt to some people with I may never pay…I am Smart, Clever, Cheerful, and I can put on the best face possible..I guess I never noticed how much all of those things can be good or evil…Where will I end up next? Who knows, All i want to think about is that I’m Living the best way that I know how, and Nothing is going to stop me from achieving my goals and getting where I want in life…
The worst part is…I Don’t care who I step on or Hurt to get there…
Everything around me is changing, but it’s ok this time…I have found that I play a much more important role in my life, It really is amazing sometimes, the clarity of beautiful things, and the cloudy smoke that fills the terrible…
One day I will find someone that actually cares for me, because I’m myself, and not changing or pretending to be anyone or anything else…Now when that One day will be, who knows…but for right now, I’m content..
“Listening is not an action, its a talent…”
“When you stand like that, You look a bit like a tard… haha”
“There is a Girl in my heart, that Is not in my Life,
Her Heart is as Big as the ocean,
and her smile could brighten up the darkest days,
Oh if only i could find her again…”
Pieces are really good…Especially before bed..
It’s kinda late, well late for me anyway. Its 10:32 and im so tired, but im not writing this because i want to tell anyone goodnight. Im just writing because im confused..
If you have a problem, shouldn’t it be talked about to your loved one, the one that charish’s you most above all things, Should you tell them…I don’t even know the answer to that one, I can barely notice the small things around me anymore…Im so caught up in the big things, that make no sense at all…But they are easily noticed, not like the small things, i have to actually look for those.
“You know its not fair too give your heart away, I wish that i could just put in on lease so that one day you could buy it, but not have it now…I love alot of things, And hate little….I can be obnoxious, but I’m always kind…I’ll give all the time in the world to someone who wants it, But who wants it?”
I will let you in on a secret, I Love you, Not dearly, not Puppy, But that “never look back, run with me forever, and I’ll protect you” Kinda of love. I promise it’s Unconditional, you make, have made, and will make a ton of mistakes, but i will always want you, and need you as much as I do now, Maybe even more…I miss and love you and want to see you as soon as I can…
You are my Forever, because if you weren’t, than i have no eternity..I would just have Blind Travel through a life with no meaning…
I love you, and will continue to do so, as long as you let me…
yours truly,
Dylan
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I would be completely ok with that, I have accomplished some things that i wanted too, But more than that, I have the love of an amazing young woman and i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with her…She amazing, She’s spontanious, she strict…She’s mine.
…In my business class, I hope i get to see her, atleast for a min. today…I miss her…
Dalton is beside me, He’s looking up The Dark Knight sequal…
My Business teacher is rambling…Ugh…
Well Im done, tired, and hungry…Thank god lunch is next.
“I woke up, and had to thank god, I dont know but today feels kinda odd”
-Ice cube-
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